Anxiety about leaving the house and other generally bonkers stuff - 37 weeks pregnant

[VoodooChimp]

I've seem to have lost the plot somewhat over the last few days

I've become very anxious about leaving the house without DH - which is terrible as it's the school holidays and DD is going bananas being stuck in with me all day.

I've also being getting upset about the thought of actually having this baby - thinking I won't love it, that I won't be able to look after it properly and worrying how it will effect DD.

Last night I was actually crying to poor old DH saying I've changed my mind and don't want a baby anymore (!!!). I told him he could have it, and I would keep DD :(

I'm know I'm being totally irrational but I seem to have lost control of my senses. DH quite rightly thinks I'm bonkers. Is this last minute wobbles, and normal or am I losing the plot?

Sounds like the usual mix of hormones, sleep deprivation and last-minute oh crap what have I done hopefully the end is in sight and your DD doesn't go too bananas.

I so get how your feeling...

Except i really do regret conceiving this baby. I realise it was a reaction to a mc.

I've ended up on my own as dp & I have separated. I'm exhausted at 36+2.

I've nothing ready, keep putting off doing anything for the baby. I am still working & i really don't want this baby to be born as it will make life even harder.