I'm feeling so hacked off this evening. Please talk some sense into me, lovely ladies.
Im 35 weeks pg and have 2 dc (dd of 5 and ds of 2). I slept badly last night (as usual) but at least it meant it was easy to get up at 5.45 when ds woke up. I tried to get him to play in his room with some milk, but no dice. So by the time dh and dd woke about 7.30, porridge was made for all, tea made (and keeping warm in termal mug) for dh, me and ds fed, kitchen was tidy and I'd started to find homes for Christmas toys (we were due a clear out. Next yr must do it BEFORE Xmas...). I know that makes me sound like a total martyr but I figured I'd crash at some point so I'd best take advantage of having some energy.
Anyhow, ds fell asleep after lunch but I still felt ok so I did some jobs (messing w paint samples, as decorator is starting in new year). Dh announced that he felt awful w head cold and went to bed for 90 mins. After they both woke up, we went out. Dh was good, to be fair to him, and let me sit while he ran after dc (it was a steam train ride, so at the end of the route, they all got off for 5 mins while I closed my eyes). I fell asleep in car on way home but kids were squabbling so didn't sleep heavily or for more than 10 mins. Got home, had cuppa by myself for 10 mins while he played w dc. I made their tea, which he supervised while I tidied kitchen. I then ran bath, which he's now supervising.
I kind of feel like why the hell can't I get into bed?!! Why cant he realise that i need some tlc? My other dc arrived early so we need to expect the baby from next week. I feel like shit. I'm knackered and have rotten indigestion. He's so busy being ill w head cold he doest seem to notice that i feel awful. Why the chuff can't he just keep things going (tidy kitchen, put away toys, put out bins etc) without specific instructions? I feel like if I go to bed, I'll get up and it'll be a shit tip again, which stresses me out.
I'm being unreasonable, aren't I?