My name is Laura im 20. Last year me and my partner found out I was pregnant. We lost the baby at 3 months due to miscarriage, I was heartbroken. This year weve got a privately rented flat together and we both have jobs. My desire to become a mother is destroying me. My mom is due in 19 days time, and my close friends all are either expecting or have a baby. Recently my partner of 2 years told me he doesnt see himself having children. However before he told me this we decided to try for a baby when I was most fertile, as he had told me he wanted a family. Suddenly a week or 2 later, he told me he wasnt ready and then a day later he never wants children.
He knew how much I wanted children, and he didnt ever tell me that he didnt.
I feel like im being torn apart, and I'm worried about how im going to cope when my new little brother arrives. I love my partner with all my heart but I feel like my feelings arent being considered and im being messed about. What do I do?