Hey there everyone, I was on the hyperemesis support thread for abit but havent posted for a while, anyway just feel like I need to MOAN without judgement or being patronised. Anyway, Im nearly 13 weeks and was on a temporary high after having the all clear at the 1st scan last week and seeing/hearing the little buggers heartbeat for the first time. But now am back to my usual miserable self. Like I said I was on the hyperemesis support thread cos the nausea/vomiting Ive suffered means Im constantly taking cyclizine which seems to have stopped the vomiting but not the nausea/dry retching. Im also taking paracetamol all the time cos the migraine type headaches but it doesnt seem to help them. Like I said Im only 12+4 weeks but I feel like Ive already been suffering for a life time, Im so exhausted but find it hard to sleep at night, I have horrible heartburn and the bottom of my back in the middle of my pelvis is so painful I have to grip my teeth through it every time I bend, stand, roll over in bed etc. I have terrible constipation and gas which means I feel absolutely huge with bloating and pretty much all of my clothes are already too tight making me feel like a whale and worrying what I will be like by 6 months. I never leave the house apart from to go to work and spent the weekend bent over the toilet bowl sobbing in between retches because I just feel so mentally and physically worn out. Anyway thanks for letting me rant and it would be great if anyone else could share that they felt this terrible this early on and especially anyone who can give reassurance that this will soon pass!