Hi there.
I have been having a really positive pregnancy even with two bleeds and all the check ups. But for a week now everything has changed.
I just feel trapped and resentful of my partner and I had this urge to send him a text saying "I don't want this Fxxxxxing baby."
He lives in Scotland but he is planning to move down in July. It all started when I felt I was doing all the travelling to be together and paying for the tickets.
I am 33 weeks and he never asks if I need any help at home.
I decided I would not phone him and he has only text me since.
Whenever I go up there we have to go halves on the food even though he is the one earning and I have payed to get up there.
I am a postgrad student and have put my studies on hold until next year.
I certainly have less money coming in than him.
He loves children.
I just want to feel some TLC and Some genuine practical support rather than three kisses at the end of a text.
My 11 year old daughter has been fab and my Mum too.
He is meant to be moving into my house which I bought and I am not sure he is willing to share his earnings.
I have reached a stage 45years where I am happy to work hard but I also wan to be taken care of at times like these.
I feel like crying all the time.
Thanks so much for listening. I am in a pickle.