The doctor has suggested it. I have antenatal depression and have been signed off work for 1 month now. I spend most days crying, having panic attacks. Sometimes I spend hours planning how/ when to kill myself after the baby's born, although at other times that all seems mad.
I can't see myself going back to work any time soon. The way I see it, my options are either:
- Take antidepressants, go back to work.
- Don't take them, start maternity leave early (at 28 wks) and concentrate on trying to cope in other ways.
I am worried about the effect that medication will have on the baby. Also, I often feel like I have done something evil by having this child (because he will end up like me and be stuck with me for a mother). On the other hand, I would like to work because I need the money. Of course, no amount of money is worth harming the baby.
Does anyone else have experience of this? Will taking the pills make things better or worse? How long will they take to start working? What are the side effects? I have always resisted taking antidepressants in the past, but took fluoxetine briefly about 15 yrs ago. It didn't help.
(The GP said I should talk to the perinatal team but they're on holiday)