Hi ladies, just wanted to share my story with the people that have been my source of information over the last few months! The more I say it and write if down if might sink in for me!
I went into labour on Sunday 17th March at 17.15. At 32+5 weeks. Didnt realise it was labour and went and sat in
the most comfortable place which seemed to be the toilet! Pain started getting worse but I couldn't stand up. Text my partner to tell him to get home quickly. About 17.30 my waters broke on the toilet and reality hit! Through the screaming I made if to the bed with the cat at my side abc called 999. Lady on the phone asked me how far apart the contractions were
and then I realised they were under a minute apart. Crouched beside the bed but couldn't feel baby between my legs yet, the paramedics arrived within 12 minutes, as they banged on the door I stood up and baby Harry came out. Caught in my knickers and by the paramedic that had just walked through the door, 17.50 after 35 minutes! I can't describe how petrified I was that he wouldn't be ok, I couldn't look at first but then heard him cry.
My partner walked in just in time to cut the cord and we were bundled into the back of the ambulance.
When at hospital Harry wax taken to ITU and given oxygen and a feeding tube. He only needed the oxygen for 10 hours, now all my brave little man has is his feeding tube.
I still can't take it all in. So many thoughts and feelings.
Did I do something wrong to make him come out do early? What if the paramedic wasn't there when he was born, I let him slip out?
I'm feeling empty, there's no bump but no baby at home either. I'm so so greatful he is ok. He's healthy, not poorly, just needs some help to grow. I just need to get my head around it.
Thanks for listening ladies xxx