Irrational irritations!

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Well, after a complete melt down this morning, I am finally able to see how silly I'm being and feel that I should share my high levels of irrational irritation stupidity

You know what set me off this morning?? My DP's ex's hair!!!!! and the fact that she always looks like she's come out of the hair dressers, no matter what time of the day/night it is, whilst I (despite have a cut and colour on Saturday) feel like I've been pulled through a hedge backwards!!

I am not joking - if she had acknowledged me or got out the car to chat, I think I might have knocked her head off, for no apparent reason than her head of perfectly coiffured (is that how you spell it??) hair!!!

I am NOT a girly girl (don't even posses a set of hair straighteners - never mind know what to do with them!) and have never been one to worry about how great everyone else looks, and, whilst sometimes frosty, the relationship with the ex has always been cordial for the sake of the children.

I would therefore like to apologise unconditionally (and anonymously!) to the ex and to DP, whom I sent a whole load of ranting messages to this morning and to anyone who may have seen me driving down the high street of a small town muttering furiously and angrily under my breath and scowling like an Ork!

Is anyone else suffering from this complete irrationality or do I need to get some therapy?

I went through a stage like this (thankfully didn't last too long). Tiny things that would never normally irritate me, irritated me. The good thing is you recognise that your reaction is not normal, whereas most people don't, so that's good :)

nope me too. had my hair done earlier and i showed my dp and he called me his sexy milf. a milf!!!! i gave him a massive mouthful about him trying to say im old. hes still apologising now

Ditto to the ex thing. I have lovely fantasies where I rip her hair out and gouge out her eyes . FRRRUUUUIIIITTTTTTCCCAAAAKKKKEEEE.

I have this too :-)) great isn't it lol complete crazy lady ha xxx

Yes. Today I was like a raging lunatic because my fiance didn't invite me to the pub with his brother. Firstly, I can't drink obviously, secondly they were watching the football match and I hate football, thirdly, it's his brother!

I raged anyway and said every curse word under the sun, sent him a few messages 'oh it's a man's world' haha... eventually he came home loaded with an iced mocha from McDonald's (biggest craving right now) and some nuggets.

ALL WAS FORGIVEN!

But no, jealousy is a main issue for me right now. It's getting beyond the biscuit. I hate it when all these gorgeous girls show up out of nowhere and talk to my fiance. Ugh, and even girls I do know annoy me when they talk to him. I didn't care before! My hormones are going off their rocker.