I'm 29+5 weeks pregnant, coming up 22 just finished my degree my boyfriends 21 and we are living at my mums house in the attic rooms (baby will have own nursery room basically so that when we move out she'll have her own room when she sleepsover at nanas when she's older) were living here till we have enough money saved up (hopefully September 2013) to comfortablyoe out and rent somewhere without living poor, we both work and have cars etc (well I'm in the middle of trying to sell my two seater convertible which I bought when I was unknowingly 4 weeks pregnant for something more "family based" damn you fate!) were super excited about baby girls arrival and are all ready stuff and clothes wise but (sorry for the large back story!) I had a "'moment" today in Asda, I was stood looking at the big baby event sale stuff when I suddenly broke down into tears at the prospect that in ten weeks time I was going to be somebody's mum and was going to be fully responsible for an actual human being that would be totally dependant on me and I didn't even know what baby rice was or what nappy numbers meant or if she even had enough of these strange sock type mittens to go on her hands (I know they're called scratch mitts but I was having a breakdown!) I'm just so frightened! I have a huge support system from my family, my partner and his family and don't know why i suddenly feel so alone and frightened! Oh and just to make things worse I'm not getting any sleep due to a wriggly bump, a nasty UTI that I'm on antibiotics for and now bloody agonising thrush because of said antibiotics I don't find pregnancy fun at all and seem to have had it rough from the day I conceived! Please tell me this panic is normal at this stage and any funny stories or realisations of mums whole been through this would be a great boost! Gosh I'd be lost without mumsnet at the moment its really getting me through this pregnancy! 