Hi everyone, just need to get this off my chest so feel free to ignore.
I have found out I am pregnant with DC4 only 4/5 weeks along .
I have 3 DCs with stbxh and now pregnant with my new partner of 20 mths , I am so confused as I always said no more as didn't want DC with different dads.
Even worse is I'm still best mates with STBXH andhe prpractically lives with us as he has a very close relationship with his DCs so I'm worried about how confusing it will be for everyone having 3 DC call one dad and one by his name and then 1DC call one dad and the other by his name.
DPs family have taken it very badly always hated me even though they don't know me and think he can do better, his mum is very overbearing and is upset as DP doesn't visit as often even though she has only come to us once and she drives has
more money for petrol than us and it's overall easier than packing up 3dc under 5 in the car.
She is winging that she won't see this baby but when we made the effort to go over the other day to she ignored everything to do with me or pregnancy, completely disinterested, so haven't even got any support from that side of the family.
Now my sister is being nasty to about the pregnancy and I'm just fed up, I'm going against my morals about having a baby out of wedlock and with a different dad as it is and having no support is not helping.
As well as this I work in an environment which is controversial and not ideal when pregnant at all as my uniform is as little as possible and not going to be comfortable when I start showing as well as the hours are awful and I can't cope at the moment as so tired, but I need the money.
I just have no idea what I'm doing and I'm so upset as I want to be happy and although part of Mr is a bigger part is scared.
I don't want to tell anyone and no when I start showing I am going to get horrible comments ans judgey looks as I'm only 24 and I don't know how to cope.
Excuse awful spelling etc as on my phone.