just had my 20wks scan and really wanted a girl this time . it's my 4th .and 2nd with my new partner . I think we both wanted a girl this time as we already have a boy and this is definitely the last but I didn't relise just how devestated I would feel when they told me it was a boy . I cried all day couldn't stop ! stupid I know I'm obviously happy everything all well with baby but even now I get pangs of jealousy when I see pink ! :-( also worried how I'll feel when he arrives . wish I could stop feeling like this and just be happy . think my hormones are in overdrive aswel.... any body else had the same ?