Hey Kate, how are you today??? Hope the sickness is lasting (meant in a good way of course!) I know what you mean about not being able to be positive, very hard but if you look at it statistically your risks of mc are falling everyday, especially now you've had a scan with hb seen, so your stats for a healthy pregnancy are much higher than a mc (I have been googling, can you tell!!!) and I think that sudden outburst of crying is a good sign too, hormones taking a good auld surge, just what ya want.....although I know its not nice that feeling of sadness, Im having that at the mo too, its like this has in a way brought up all the feelings I had with the mc......but all is looking good for you......
Well I had my Gp appointment - and to be honest, I'm not very confident, took ages for the positive to show up on the test....so he said its really early days.....also last night all symptoms I had y'terday, just all left, no sore boobs, no nausea, no tears, feel totally normal, the boobs are really worrying me, they've even seemed to have deflated back to normal, where as they had been a bit fuller and had that 'look' about them....but totally normal......although Gp told me its too early to be taking note of things like that yet, but they're going to book me into the EPU for a scan in 2 weeks time.....to be honest, I really think it is over before its begun this time.....and if thats the case, thats me done, not going through this stress of worrying constantly again, its just not fair on all of us.......anyway hope your doing well......
Frankly