39+1 today and in such a low mood it's unreal.
Got myself in a right panic because I ordered the cocoon for our bugaboo from what I thought was a reputable company a month ago and it still has not arrived. Having looked them up it turns out they have a reputation for this. It looks like I'll get it eventually but no time soon. What if baby comes? I can't use pushchair without it! This has me crying hysterically which I'm sure is an over reaction but I can't help it.
On top of this, DH and I have a big formal function tonight which is important to him. We go every year and I usually love it and have been looking forward to this one. But now I have to think about getting ready I just don't want to go. I'll look fat and horrible. I have not had my hair done or any of the pampering I usually have in the day because we can't justify it financially. I just don't want to go and can't stop crying, which will make getting ready fun.
Sorry, needed a moan