Don't really know why I'm posting. Just need support I guess.
Five years ago, almost exactly, I had my first NT scan, only to be told that there was no heartbeat, and that it looked as though my baby had died around 9 weeks. I sank into a depression that lasted well over a year, not helped by finding out that I had severe endometriosis and my chances of carrying a baby to full term were slim. Since then I've been on hormone treatments, had a laparoscopy, the whole works... miscarried twice more, both early, but now finally I am pregnant again and, so far, this one seems to be sticking.
I am now 12+3, and today's the big day. I have been a bundle of nerves throughout the entire pregnancy so far, and I am shaking just thinking about going into that room and finding out the news. My early scan showed a heartbeat, but I am terrified that the same thing will happen this time.
Like I said, I don't know why I'm posting, I'm just scared and on my own and my scan isn't until 4 o clock :( Wish me luck.