Hey everyone,
On April 6th 2012 I lost my little boy at 23 weeks. The day before I was getting mild pains and spotting, the pain got worse but they told me it was normal. My mum then called them 2 hours later saying I'm coming in so they can check me over..n an hour later I was at the hospital... it took. Them an hour to see me. Then they told me I was 10cm and he wasn't going to survive. The pain I felt when they told me was the worst. My labour was 36 hours and they had to break my waters because I was getting dangerously infected amd could of lost my life. I lost him on the 6th April 2012 at 7:04pm, we called him Riley-Lee hargreaves... he doed whilst being delivered. I just found out I'm pregnant again only 6weeks and I'm not excited I don't feel what i did when i was pregnant with riley. I'm scared, I have been so emotional over the past couple of weeks... rileys due date is 8 days away which isn't helping sorry about the essay. Any thoughys? Z