Been trying for DC2 since last year. Before DD (3) I had two miscarriages (11 weeks and 12 weeks). Since Jan this year I have had three chemical pregnancies - positive tests followed by cramping and bleeding within days. Fast forward to now and I'm pregnant. Have tested obsessively every day since the day I should have come on and it seems to be sticking. That test was a good positive line. Had some cramping on and off but no bleeding at all (lots of checking!!).
Anyway I think I'm now 6+1. I went to the docs last week to register that I'm pregnant and had a chat saying that I am completely paranoid that I'm going to lose the pregnancy so the doctor did a blood test to see what the hcg levels were like. I just want to know if it isn't going to work out and her view was that the hcg levels would indicate if there was a problem. Anyway she very kindly rang me when she got the results and my levels were over 21000 (at 5+2). I'm now starting to wonder whether the positive test followed by a big bleed could actually have somehow stuck and I'm further on by a month than I thought. My clothes have felt really tight round the tummy the last few weeks and I have been feeling knackered and a bit off for a while. I put it down to menstrual bloating etc. My hormones being uo and down with all the chemical preganancies etc.
I have PCOS so can't ever be that definite about my cycle.
Am I going mad??
Sorry for the big paraniod self indulgent ramble. The whole TTC makes me a bit nuts. I don't really mind how far along I am if it will just stay put!