Hi everyone. I just found out I'm pregnant :o. I was so excited I screamed! Its far too early to tell lots of people so I thought I'd tell everyone here instead! I'm more nervous this time though as we tried for a year first time round, and then I had a miscarriage. Then when I next got pregnant again I had the most wonderful pregnancy. Then I was let down by the hospital, gave birth to a beautiful baby girl but a few days later found out she has a life-threatening health condition. I can't say too much as Id like to stay anonymous. She's a perfect, really beautiful little girl but they couldn't give us a prognosis so whilst she's fine now, her future remains uncertain. So here I am, absolutely thrilled to be pregnant again, but I miss that blissful ignorance of thinking things like that would never happen to me. My baby's condition isnt hereditary so it's extremely unlikely to affect the next one, but I know now that until this baby is born and is a few weeks old, I won't really relax.....and that's such a long way away.
I also love my little girl so so much - I couldn't even begin to explain how much! It's such a strong feeling. And I'm worried about whether I could possibly love the next one this much. Did anyone else feel like that and then find they loved their second one just the same?