Hey all just need a bit of advice really I don't know if I have it or it's just the hormones but I'm really struggling to come to terms that I'm going to have another baby I feel so bad for even thinking it because I was over the moon to have my 2 boys and excited all the way through, I only found out a wk 1/2 ago Is it normal to feel like this with an accident? Iv been looking through pics of my boys when they were newborn and all I want to do is look away I keep telling myself them moments were the best thing ever and trying to recindle that love and feeling I had when I had them but all I feel is hate towards the poor thing and I shouldn't it didn't ask to be put their and I should thank my lucky stars I'm luky enough to have kids I don't think it's helped as iv been so Ill since finding out and completely fed up of it and it's reflecting on my emotions I just don't know what to think anymore I'm completely dreading my scan on Wednesday I don't even know why maybe because it means it's more real, iv had good thoughts about it to but today is a really low day is their a Chance I'm going to fall straight down the track of depression or is it normal with an accidental pregnancy?