So at 14+6 and still throwing up, in fact throwing up with more voracity than ever, I've taken to being sick in the bath (that is, empty and not whilst in it!!!!!!!!!). SO disgusting I know, but:
- in my pathetic 'everything makes me wretch' state I've become incapable of bringing myself to lean purposefully over our loo because, erm, 'it makes me feel so sick!' - the fact that by the time I arrive in such a position that's probably a bit irrelevant, is completely lost on 'I'm going to be sick' panicked me
- it's coming up with such force these days it half fills the flipping bath - at least in terms of 'breadth' - I'm not sure I could direct that sort of force down the narrow confines of the loo.
Anyway, today's been a bad day. I felt terrible after cereal, so followed it with a bagel, pretty plain, just a bit of Philly, in the hope to settle myself. Obviously had the complete opposite effect and all ended up in the bath within 20 mins. But the problem is, whilst I've also up until now been able to wash it all away quite quickly, today, the lumpy, cereal-encrusted bagel concoction will simply not BUDGE! :(
Really don't want poor dp to get home to this - any ideas of how to get rid! (With as minimum contact as possible - keep in mind the uber-sensitivity of my stomach at the moment! Even THINKING of going back in their and looking at it again is pretty BOARK!) Bad times... Who said things get better after 12 weeks?!!!