I am 31 + 2.
My lawn needs mowing (badly - have been neglectful of it since out lawnmower broke) and we have a pile of leaves that we need moving, as well as some weeds, in our outdoor dining area. I had booked someone to come and do it today, so that it could look reasonable for the New Year etc, but the guy has just called to cancel, and I cant find anyone to do it til Wed.
So I have spent the past hour crying because I really, really wanted it done today. It seemed symbolic of the new year, IYSWIM. DH has been nice, if baffled, and has recently gone (with some relief) to work. DS (22 months) is also a bit baffled and is playing quietly with his blocks. This never happens!! I still feel really upset, and KNOW I am being irrational, but my thought has spiralled into, Why is everything in my life a battle, Why is my luck so bad, blah blah.
Hormones? Or do I need a kick up the backside?
(In Oz, BTW, hence time of posting..)