Im shaking whilst typing this im so shocked.
Not only do I have a dodgy underactive thyroid - expand on that later - I have never drank so much alcohol since I was in my twenties.
The whole month of december (I think im only 4/5 weeks) I have taken to a red wine habbit of 3/4 nights a week, 2 glasses sometimes more. I have also had two big nights out with mega drinking which I haven't done since having the kids. Im so worried about that.
Also I ended up with an underactive thyroid after my 2nd 2 years ago and although Im on Thyroxine I haven't been well and my levels haven't been steady at all. They can't seem to get me well.
For the first time in 2 years this month Ive felt amazing. Ive finally felt like my old self. Full of energy! Obviously I now know it's because im robbing my poor fetus of the hormone I need and have also read that causes low IQ in the child later on
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Has anyone had a baby with this condition? What does it mean and is it dangerous? I had an emergency C section with my first and obviously in hospital for a week and was injected with blood thinners everyday as you are if your in hospital lying around. Ive read on my thyroxine you can't have any blood thiiners - so what happens there?
Im terrified as I had 2 very high risk PG and had an great aunt who died of a blood clot after giving birth to her third
. I know im being paranoid but the blood thinning medication not being allowed scares me.
Oh God, im such (we are such) idiots. I barley coped having two 2.5 years apart and im going to have exactly the same gap again
. I have also moved miles away from my parents and any support near by which I had lots of with my other two.
BTW I have a 4.5 yr old boy and a just turned 2 yr old girl - what a greedy bitch
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ALSO..I have that strange metallic taste in my mouth I had with my boy and not my girl - does that mean it's another boy - oh feck, I can't do anymore Bob the builder 