I could cry I am so fed up

[Catsu]

I am 40+1 pregnant with dc3.
My first 2 pregnancies were lovely, easy and I actually enjoyed being pregnant.
This one has been horrible. Hideous sickness at the beginning and then steadily getting worse spd starting on from then onwards.
First 2 dcs were born early/on time. This one is a day late so far. I had a mw appt for a sweep today which she couldn't do as my cervix is 'unfavourable' and is unlikely to go into labour any time soon.
Can only offer me repeat appt in a weeks time and then induction in 2 weeks time.
I can barely walk I'm in so much pain with the spd. I can't get comfortable sitting down or lying down. I'm awake about 4 hours in the middle of every night with braxton hicks and bad pelvic pain and am so tired I can hardly keep my eyes open in the day but still have 2 dcs under 5 to entertain all day as it's the school holidays.
The thought of feeling like this for another 2 weeks makes me want to cry and cry.
Am so fed up

Sorry you are having a rubbish time. Hope things start for you asap and you don't have too much longer. I think the cervix can change to favourable quite quickly in subsequent pregnancies if I remember correctly.
Good luck

Catsu you have my sympathy. I have also had a poop PG and at 39+4 getting sooo fed up too. I had a big wail on Tuesday.
heres hoping the internal check kick started soemthing for you...xx

Is there anyone you could ask to help look after the children, so at least you get a bit of respite during the day?

Yes that's a good idea, thanks.
A friend took the boys out for me earlier in the week and another friend offered for tomorrow to take them out for a bit so I've just got in touch with her to take her up on the offer.
I am so lucky to have such lovely friends. I've been really touched actually with how fab my friends have been.
I'm going to have a takeaway tonight. Try to get some sleep and then stop my wallowing!
Thanks for the sympathy and here's hoping baby comes SOON!