One minute I am sure it is all over, the next I feel optimistic. I'm feeling a bit mad, but that's not unusual is it?
Background: In December I had a missed miscarriage at ten weeks. I'd had a scan at 8+1 and all looked well. I started spotting on Christmas day and it went from brown when I wiped to red bleeding in three days. I had a D&C (I think you call something else in the UK). I was devastated.
Now I'm 9+2. At 7+4 I had an ultrasound which showed baby on track and a heartbeat of 158. It should be reassuring, but I had a healthy baby at 8 weeks last time.
On Friday (8+6) I had brown mucus, so saw my dr who did an ultrasound. All looked well. She thought perhaps I had some cervical erosion. I was reassured. But since then, I had a little bit of pink mucus when I wiped on Sat afternoon. Since then, nothing but a little bit of brown in mucus. No actual spotting. But the thing is I've woken this morning and my nausea is gone. I still have breast tenderness. I did a pregnancy test and it was lighter than the ones I did at 6 weeks.
Should I be preparing myself for the worst? Should I see the doctor again? I feel like I'm just being paranoid, and on the other hand, if it is going to happen, there's nothing I can do.
What would you do?