Please can anyone who has been in a similar position give me some advice? I am a single parent with troublesome 15 year old and had no support with my first child although I have loved being a mum and we have a happy life most of the time. I have been having a love affair with a man who is a few years younger and who has never been married and has no children. He wants the baby and I feel pressured to keep it but I am very worried I end up doing it alone again and I don't think I have it in me at this age. We have very different beliefs in politics, religion etc and I worry this will cause conflict in raising a child. I was very snappy with him and he lost it and shouted at me in anger which shocked me as I am feeling vulnererable. I had an abortion as a teenager and I have also had a miscarriage at 22 so I have experienced emotions involved in all these situations. I have an appointment with Bpas on 3rd June but I am really torn about this. One day I feel 100% sure I am not having the baby then the next day I feel like I want to keep it.Part of me wants to jump for joy and the other part absolutely wants this to end right now. I am also very moody. One day I feel peaceful and serene then the next I hate everyone and am very irritated. I feel I cannot trust my own judgment and am worried I make the wrong decision. I like my lifestyle and would have to sacrifice a lot if I had a child. Any advise would be much appreciated.