my sickness was NOT in my mind...
OH at one point even suggested i was being sick because i knew i was pregnant..... Um.... NO i hated it. I could not control it... and tried EVERYTHING & more.... medicine and other alternative rememdies. (Im a great believe in alternative medicines, i BELIEVE they work, and many time they do for me, but not with my HG..... although accuopuncture did help. I believed i would be feeling better imminantly all the time... but it didnt happen
I had NO IDEA that being pregnant could make me so ill.... i know nobody in RL who has been as ill as i have.... i couldnt have thought it would be like this... cause i had no idea it even could be.
I didnt move out of bed for 7 weeks (other than dr / midwife appts) I felt as worse as it is possible to feel, constantly, all the time for 7 weeks.
I was signed off for 10 weeks (& then my job finished so i didnt need to be signed off since) OH had to sleep in other room because him turing over was enough motion to start my vomitting.... i basically had to be completely still all the time to have any chance to not be sick...
It was horrendous and i KNOW it was not in my mind... there was nothing i could do about it... and (as my job was finishing) I was DESPERATE to make it back for my last few weeks / days. Trust me if i could have gone in i would... many days i didnt even get as far as downstairs.... and my 1st trip to a supermarket this year wasnt until March!
I vomitted so much i would give myself nose bleeds, and even made myself bleed down there... not to mention the blood i vomitted daily... if there was anything i could do to be better i did it. I would spend HOURs 'dealing' with being sick.... would be sick... hover near toilet... be brave enough to walk the 4 footsteps back to my bed (away from loo, but i sleep right next to door to en-suite) very often i couldnt get as far as lieing down without doing back to loo to "vomit air"... sometimes id even get to lie down for a few mins... repeat above constantly for hours....
there were times when i was vomiting with such force OH wanted to call an ambulence as he honetly thought i would vomit my insides out or something.
I had NO control over it... and am very worried about ever getting pg again... NO WAY could i care for a baby in that state
As for the food, I think i eat a very very very healthy diet... pretty much every thing cooked from scratch (even bread) all the time, Im not vegetarian anymore, but i used to be, and still eat many meals that are meat free, + I only buy top quality meat. Before being PG i did not eat any junk at all, i was very very hot in reading labels and only eating proper foods, that might be found in my kitchen.... no junk / chemicals / crap, especially once i knew we were going to try for a baby!
22 weeks in and still being sick, though not nearly as bad as in the 1st trimester and i dont feel like death anymore 