I really just wanted to vent,dh carrying on as if nothing is happening-sort of (bit of an exaggeration-but he does a male kind of nesting!)`it isn't all that practical.Am gradually losing patience with my other 3 dc's(8,6,& 3) which I am trying really hard not to, think they know that I can be pushed into anything at the minute for an easy life although I am trying to stand my ground it is hard when I am so tired & actually a bit anxious!Feel like I am losing my cool a bit, a little like it all goes a bit wrong if I am not 100% on the job as mum & wife at all times!!! mustn't have an off day!
The other thing is I am hating the school run,hard work,heavy going,toddler seizing the moment to misbehave-help I just need to get through the next few weeks as underneath I am so excited,I just can't wait to meet dc4-Also I am constantly being told how big I am and asked 'how long!?' nobody else asks me anything else! I so wanted to enjoy this my last pregnancy but it is wearing a bit thin now..........