Hi, im 37 weeks today and have a dd whos 7 and ds whos 5 and im 28 years old.
Just wanna have a rant really. This has been the hardest pregnany ive had. Morning sickness has been really hard from day one ( although has eased off loads since about 2 weeks ago)
Had gall stones, of which was advised it might be an idea to have gall bladder completely removed at 18 weeks pregnant as it got to the point where the pain was sending me into panic attacks every other day plus was on morphine on a daily basis to help with the pain. So me and partner made the decision it was best to have the operation as it also affected my children seeing me being either doped up on morphine or having panic attacks to the point i couldnt breathe and they believed that ''mummy's gonna die'' since the op baby has had numerous scans to check all was ok and thankfull all is fine :)
Last month my partner who isnt the father to my other 2 children decided to go to work as usual .. but this time after 3 hours i had a phone call from him saying that family life isnt for him! This was totally unexpected and felt as if my world had come crashing down. All the hurt and upset i felt for myself and my children plus being pregnant was just so much to deal with ( not only that it was me who was left to pack every single thing of his and put it in to bags - of which he didnt even pick his stuff up but sent his brother over to collect!) After a week he came running back with his tail between his legs saying he made a massive mistake and panicked as he had come into a ready made family plus was expecting a child of his own ( even though he's excited about the idea of being a dad)... We're still trying to sort our relationship out but for the time being ive told him he cant move back in until i feel family life IS for him and that he's not going to put us thorugh what he did before.
My son is currently being tested for A.D.H.D
and for anyone who may know a bit about it life is totally stresfull and very demanding at the moment. ... It doesnt help either when my daughter thinks its funny to try and wind my son up to the point he explodes and lashes out. Sometimes really does feel like im talking to brick walls and just want to pull my hair out!!
And to top it off im exhausted! I go to bed exhausted and wake up exhausted. Had a call from GP few days ago and hes put me on iron tabs as he said my iron level is 9.2 or something like that and apparently this late on in pregnancy is not good?!? So im hoping the iron with kick in soon and give me some well deserved energy!!
Oohhh i feel bit better after airing this out on here! So much easier than saying it to someones face and actually seeing them yawn! lol