Hello! First post on mumsnet...why? My baby is nearing 1-year-old and have just been able to bring myself to watch new series of OBEM - it's bringing it all back!
I've been meaning to post for a while as I knew before labour that remefentinal was my best choice of pain relief for labour and found that there is not much information out there so anything I can add will hopefully be of help to someone in the same position.
I have spina bifida occulta and although this has never had the slightest effect on my life (luckily) I ensured that my midwife was aware of my anxiousness over having an epidural in childbirth (due to scarring on lower back). At 34 weeks I had an MRI scan which confirmed I was unable to have an epidural or spinal block due to the risk of damaging my spinal cord. The anaesthetist at the maternity hospital recommended remfentenil as a pain relief option although my birth plan was still to have an active, pain relief free labour. My biggest worry before due date was the knowledge that in an emergency situation I would have to have a Caesarian under general anaesthetic.
I don't think I'm great at dealing with pain. I'll tell you my labour lasted for 3 days whereas my maternity notes say 9 hours! But what I do know is that remefentinal enabled me to feel control over the pain. At one point the midwife asked if I'd been on a hypno birthing course as I was able to breath through each contraction, no screaming. I am however aware that having northing to compare this too, this may or may not be due to the choice of pain relief.
My low point was pushing. 3 hours in total with eventual vontuse. But for 90 minutes of this I decided not to use the PCA as I felt it would help me to push. When the midwife realised, part way through my transition meltdown, she insisted I use it again. It really helped me to cope, nor with pain, which I wasn't feeling so much during this stage, but with stamina. My only warning would be that despite the extremely short half- life, when I stopped using it, I think I felt a 'come- down' which made transition difficult.
Overall, my biggest worry of childbirth was having to have a GA and missing my baby's birth altogether. I feel remefentinal allowed me to participate in childbirth knowing that I couldn't call on an epidural In the darkest of labour hours. I would recommend remefentinal for women in a similar situation.
Will I use it for no 2? I'd like to think that having been through it before I could now more happily face a pain relief free labour, but knowing that there is a non-spinal option available to me makes the whole process a lot more manageable.