Trying to stop moaning but feel so low and irritable and TIRED. And horribly snappy to dh who is just getting on my nerves with everything. Not really sleeping (even when the kids actually DO). Just shattered and utterly terrified about the actual newborn coming (how will I do 3? HOW?).
And trying to settle dd into school for the first time so trying to get my head round her emotional and physcial needs - and ds is back at playgroup today so ditto. Am just overwhelmed - feel totally unprepared for a little baby to come in.
Should have a couple of hours to myself this morning - not sure what I should do with it to make myself feel better...
Thanks for letting me vent.