Warning : this is going to be a long one.
I love my husband, but our problems seem to have overtaken all else in our life, and I am at the stage where I cant see a way out.
Im feeling depressed and am having feelings of regret about falling pregnant , this is my 3rd child.
We had a massive fight , or rather he had a massive go at me two weeks ago where by I left for the night with my two girls as he had been drinking and got on his high horse , the thing is what he does and says at those times hurts so much and this time Im finding it near impossible to get over , then my mother telling me that she doesnt like him , he doesnt like her ect the stress of Christmas day looming over us , if he comes with us to my parents he is going to be on edge if he doesnt come Im going to be asked where is your husband.
After what happened he kinda went into melt down and went to his Dr seeking help , I stepped right in to help him ,putting everything thing that I felt aside, he doesnt handle stress well and is a very emotional person.
I feel like this just isnt going to work as I need him to be strong as Im finding the pregnancy very hard, and I have enough to worry about without having to feel like I need to look after him ,
The thought of doing it alone scares me just as much as the thought of staying in a marriage that is not working.
Im feeling so angry towards him right now , for putting me in this situation.