Hi. I know this has been asked before but any advice reassurance from the lovely MNetters would be appreciated!
I'm prob pg with dc3. I have been openly desperate for baby no 3 for ages (DS1 and 2 are 7 and 4) DH is openly not planning to have anymore.(Although he did agree to "one day not just yet two years ago!) I've respected his wishes and haven't debated this stance with him. I've taken emergency pill and we have always used condoms on my fertile days.(My job to be aware of where we are in my cycle) Although I am(was?) planning to sit down and have a proper talk with him about this in the New Year. Frankly I am unhappy because I really want a third child. I love and adore my dcs but when i look at our family I see a missing space.(Sorry if that's a bit HIGH CHEESE!)
Our contraceptive method has also been risky (rhythm) and we are aware of this. We had UPSI on day 9 of my cycle (so really risky but while trying for ds2 I failed to get pg any day before day 12.)
Obviously part of me WANTED to be pg but I def didn't get pg on purpose. One of the things that is worrying me is the THE WHOLE world is aware of my desire to have a baby ( I regret my honesty when asked now) and that DH dosn't. Will it look to everyone including my DH that I tricked him in some way. (I now it takes two. He should have had the snip(though I would have objected!)etc)
I'm not doing a test until he's aware of the possibilty of pg. Cos doing that rather than presenting my whole situation on MN seems more dishonest and behind his back 
How do you suggest I bring this up and how do I do it without sounding like I'm taking the blame for this or sounding like I'm lying through my teeth about the "accidental" nature of this.
HELP!!!!!!!