I feel so stupid.
I knew the combined flu jab was being offered to pregnant women this time and I didn't go for it because (crappest excuse ever) I am needle-phobic. 
Now the flu and swine flu cases are starting to mount up in the UK and I'm terrified. I'm right at the end of pregnancy (39 wks on sunday), which I know is the worst time to contract it. I'm due on the 26th but it could be, potentially, two weeks after that before I give birth. If you don't get full immunity for two weeks after the vaccine, that's still a week to go, isn't it?
I am freaking out at the very idea of someone sticking something in my arm
but the idea of losing the baby at this stage is unbearable. And getting it while nursing a newborn isn't much fun either.
Someone give me a slap, tell me to book it tomorrow and hold my hand? 