Hi ladies
As some of you may have followed on my threads here, I have been suffering from Ante natal depresion and been on medicaiton.
Whilst it is a much planned first pregnancy with wonderful hubby I have had doubts, and fears of not wanting it, and scared about how it will change life, and the closer I get the more freaked out I get.
I guess I am just looking to see if I am alone in feeling like this as I feel I have been dogged most of my pregnancy with this, and it all makes me so scared of whether I have done the right thing in having a baby.
I love what I have with my husband, and we are quite an unusual couple in that we trek and mountain climb, and I don't want to feel that life is over. It's really making me think what have I done. And I want to feel elated.
I know some of you may be thinking "should have thought of that first" but you don't know how you will feel do you.....and given the depression I'd appreciate sensitive responses please. I just want to hear from anyone else that went thru this with first baby and is out the other side?
Thanks ladies.
x