This is a bit of an odd one.
I was at a car accident a year ago. It happened about 2 cars ahead. I didn't see the accident itself but rushed over to help injured parties in the accident. There was a lady who died on impact and 2 injured people. The whole experience really shook me up - it was the first time I'd ever seen a dead person. I came home and cried for the rest of the day, managed to work the rest of the week through a haze of upset then the following week the police came to do a witness statement (depsite me not seeing the accident). I found the thing incredibly stressful and upsetting (it took 4 hours to do) and the following morning I collapsed in the bathroom (very unlike me) from the stress of it all. I then had to take a week off work as I couldn't deal or cope with anything without crying, had nightmared, I even went to the doctor as I was so worried I wasn't coping (they just told me to go away and come back if it didn't get better!).
All this was bad enough, and I'm not as nervous over the whole thing as I was, although I still try not to think about it as I get upset, but I have been summoned to court in november as a witness (dangerous driving or something for one of the drivers). I've replied saying I'll go, but the idea upsets me. I can't remember anything from the accident anyway as I've blocked it out, and my original witness statement says everythign I coudl remember the time. But I never saw the accident anyhow, only the aftermath so don't see how key my evidence can me. I'm convinced that if I have to go to court it'll really stress me out as I'm a very anxious person anyway and during pregnancy I'm even worse (had a panic attack last night for no reason). But I don't know if it's something I can get out of because of stress/being pregnant. I know that stress isn't be good for the baby, and if I'm worryig about this so much 10 weeks away from the date what will I be like nearer the time?!
I have a mw appointment next week and I'm not sure whether to mention it to her or what she'll say - I might just get told to stop being silly and get on with it. Any thoughts on this really gratefully received.