Hi, I'm in the process of weaning myself off citalopram before my second baby is due in August.
Won't go into the disastrous and non-existent care during my pregnancy - but will say I was suffering PND from first baby, eventually got talked into taking the tablets, found out I was pregnant, was whipped off them really quickly by a rather clueless GP, totally crashed, lost a month when I was the lowest of the low, then was put straight back on them by consultant and midwife.
Anyway, blunder after blunder's meant I haven't had any proper contact with docs - I was just told early on I had to come off around week 34 so it was out of my system by the birth. Of course, no one's been able to tell me how to do this and the next time I see a midwife is at week 36 - 7 weeks after my last appointment which i consider too late, so I am worrying about coming off too quickly again and what that will do to me while also about to pop!
Was supposed to be referred to Community Psychiatric nurse in January but my urgent referral was mistakenly treated as routine and only saw someone last month and have now been told am on a waiting list for a first appointment with a CPN - so am not holding my breath this will happen before the baby comes!!!! Such efficiency!
So I have been gradually cutting down for the last month, reducing slowly by a quarter of a tablet at a time. I have felt fine doing this, but yesterday was the first day of nothing at all, and I have to say I felt like shit today - sick this morning, headshock things, dizzy, and I can feel my mood worsening.
I just wanted to know if anyone else had been through this and if this gets better or should I panic that I am going to turn into a bloody monster right in the last weeks of pregnancy when I am feeling enough like an immobile old lady as it is.
Don't trust the medics as they have messed up absolutely everything for this whole pregnancy.
Need real, honest advice.