Do you envy those with no kids?

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Just thinking about the thoughts that go through my head and whether they’re normal.

I have a 3 year old and 5 month old. The 5 month old just went through a heart surgery and is currently on a feeding tube until he’s old enough to be weaned off.

Those two little babies are my lifeline and I’d never go back or ever regret them ever.

However, I do catch myself envying the freedom (and sleep!) people with no kids have. It makes me think, will ever have a less chaotic and more calm life that it used to once be?

What sleep? I have no kids but due to insomnia I manage about 2-3 hours a night.

That’s completely understandable op. I hope your little one makes a quick full recovery.
I personally don’t envy others with no kids but I get the envy of being worry free.