I'm almost 16 months postpartum, had a vaginal birth, pre-eclampsia, 2nd degree tear, episiotomy, vacuum assisted. A repair was completed immediately after labour however it was not completed by a competent / trained member of staff. I had a horrendous recovery, it took a long time to heal and it's still not right. They've decided to complete another repair procedure to try correct it. Has anyone else gone through this?
I've got surgery booked for a couple of weeks and I'm terrified, they've insisted it has to be under general anesthetic. I'm terrified of GA (scared ill die) but also don't like not knowing what they're doing when I'm under. What if its another untrained individual as the anaesthetist or surgeon? What if they make it worse? I just feel so vulnerable and scared. I haven't been able to speak to the surgeon at all, the pre-op has been all virtual forms.