I’m 6 months PP and feeling a bit lost with where I’m at. I moved out of London (at a time when hubby and I had 10 years of infertility) which at the time was amazing as we both had time and money to drive to see friends and family when we wanted. Since then I found out I was pregnant with our miracle rainbow baby and with a baby and rubbish mat leave pay, I can’t drive back as often as I would like so am feeling really isolated. I go to various groups 3 times a week which helps and have met other mums but none who I have really ‘clicked’ with on a deeper level. I don’t want to move back to London, especially now with a baby but I just miss the village. I’m due back to work in January but I WFH, which again was great pre baby, but now I’m feeling like this, I dont even have work colleagues/office banter to look forward to. I could look for a new job but I dont know how wise that would be in these early PP stages and navigating the adjustment to nursery. On top of it all, my mum passed away during my pregnancy which I think I’m suppressing my grief as I can’t really deal with being a new mum and processing it. Does anyone have any tips? Anything at all? I’m feeling low and really trying hard to to not let it take over.