Gosh reading through some of these posts on PND on here I literally could have written them myself. Which is reassuring to not feel so alone and hear of so many recoveries but also so sad to think of all you other Mummies who've had to experience this living hell.
I started with PND/OCD just before my little girl turned 8 months and just want to know if anyone else has found it to be SO up and down. The majority of the time (around 95% of the time 😥) it is very much present and I have the black cloud/feeling nothing like myself/nothing feels real, then I will have a moment for a few seconds or minutes or if I'm lucky an hour or so where it lifts and I feel like me and can feel that wonderful joyful love with my daughter. It just shocks me how quickly it can turn on and off again 🤯. Just feel like all the chemicals in my brain are boogying up and down in there at my expense 🤦🏻♀️. Has anyone else experienced these "breaks" from it or is it usually constant?