Hi there (apologies for long post but I have some things I’m unpacking!)
i wonder if anyone with a bit more knowledge of these things can help set my mind at rest. After a SAR for my notes, I noticed a few discrepancies, and one in particular that has concerned me the most. I referred it directly to the head midwife at my hospital but was ignored so I’ve now forwarded it to PALS and am awaiting a response, which I’m sure I’ll receive.
Essentially, it states in my notes that I was administered pethidine. It says this on a drugs administration form and also my birth summary documents but not detailed at all in case notes. My mother and husband were present throughout the birth and said they did not witness this drug being administered or discussions being had around it. I was not asked about this drug at any point. I had, and still have, very strong views about not having this drug (no issues with women who do have it, I just didn’t want to have it) so I know I would not have consented if it was offered. As far as I was aware, I had codydramol and oramorph, entonox and, eventually, an epidural. It was my understanding that these were completely separate drugs to pethidine but I may be wrong. I was after limited medical intervention but with the nature of things, had to have an induction via syntocinon drip and they suggested the epidural was the best way forward. It didn’t work, even though I had two attempts, but that’s another story.
My baby did not latch for 2 hours after birth (despite frequent attempts by me, I even have a video where I am asking people to help me and being completely ignored which is hard to look back on), we had feeding difficulties and subsequently had to be readmitted to hospital for weight loss on day 3 pp, so I am, naturally, now concerned that this was an after effect of this drug.
I may well be adding 2 and 2 together and getting 5 here but I am now pregnant with a second child and this is all playing out in my head again. I’ve not got much confidence in the care, though there were positives of course it is very difficult for me to focus on those, outside of being thankful for my healthy baby at the end of it. I probably do have some trauma over feeling disregarded that needs addressing too, which is secondary to this.
if the answer is simply “don’t worry, pethidine is something they write down for gas and air and it’s actually entonox” then cool, I’d love to hear it! Any kind of context would be helpful and thank you so much if you even got this far!