Ever since the birth of my little boy I've been struggling with panic attacks if he isn't sleeping right next to me. I had a traumatic birth, he was taken to special care straight away and a few days before I gave birth a good friend's child died of cancer so with that all going on, I struggled a lot. I'm much, much better in general now but I still struggle to settle or even sleep at all if he isn't right next to me in his crib. I can't even nap if he isn't in the same room. He is coming up to 5 months and I'm so anxious about him sleeping in his own room - I honestly think the panic attacks will come back with a vengeance. Anyone felt the same? I will literally wake up immediately after falling asleep shouting for him if he isn't next to me.