Recently had my third baby and I'm being treated for PND. I feel completely overwhelmed on a daily basis and feeling so panicky (side effect of medication apparently) I feel like I don't enjoy being a mum or enjoy my children. I can't see it ever getting better. My baby is very unsettled at the moment which probably isn't helping but I don't want anyone else to touch her let alone look after her which doesn't help when I'm exhausted. Basically I feel this awful black cloud will never shift and I'm getting really desperate. I think I just want any posts of people who have came through the other side xx