Had my little girl 6 weeks ago and it has been a rocky start with very little sleep but I am completely in love with her, just been struggling really with anxiety and intrusive thoughts and being too anxious to sleep when I get the chance. I get really nervous when I'm away from her but have had to formula feed so can't co sleep.
Finally spoke to the doctor yesterday and he put me on sertraline, but I'm too scared to start taking it as I'm worried about side effects and whether it will make things worse, also am scared it might make me into a zombie.
Also, and I know this is really superficial, I have a history of eating disorders and am nervous it will make me gain weight.
Does anyone have any advice or been on it? Should I try and manage without it for a bit longer and see if I can do it? I'm so tired and confused and worried 