I have a 16 week old baby and I lost my mum 2 weeks ago. I just can’t get myself together. I’m suppressing my feelings as I have a 6 year old and I am afraid I will project my devastation onto my baby! I don’t know what to do or where to turn, and now that we are on some kind of lock down I just don’t think I’m coping but at this time in the middle of this pandemic what can I do? It is the worst thing to ever happen me 😢