Hello Guys. So I know abortion is a hard subject for some people so I apologise!
When my daughter was 4 months old I got caught pregnant, the relationship I was in was very controlling so basically I had no say in what happened. I wanted to keep the baby but all my family were against it especially my dad and my partner(now ex).. so I felt like I had no option other than to get an abortion. I was living with my mum and dad and I didn't want to go against their wishes and have another baby.
Basically, I have never forget that day, I never will, i always think, what would the baby have looked like,would it of been a girl or boy.. I just feel like I lost a child! But I dont know if I'm being stupid? After I had the abortion my partner(now ex) said that I killed our baby. I was 6weeks pregnant when I had the abortion.
I just want to know if its okay for to still miss the baby. I will never forget the little life that was growing in me but I dont know if I'm being silly🤷♀️