I hate writing this as I have to admit I don’t think I’m coping too well. My mum died 2 weeks ago and today I shouted twice at my precious 8 month old whose been very whingey all day. I hate shouting at her and regret it terribly but I feel so stressed and lost and angry after this death of my mum it just came out. I’m otherwise coping and back to work and up and out of bed every day and getting on with things but inside I feel awful. I feel like a terrible mother now as well for shouting twice at my little one. Just feel awful and like I don’t deserve to be a mum myself. 