Hello, after some guidance really.. I was in severe post natal depression when I delivered last year.. with support from my partner, I got better and was ok till today... but now I have the same sinking feeling and hopelessness creeping in.. and I feel so lost and a failure... I am trying hard to fight it.. but I feel it's like a quick sand and I sink deeper the harder I fight... I due to start work in a month and my baby still doesn't sleep well in the night and I feel I have failed big time as a mum as I couldn't even get that right... I am trying. Hard to be happy.. but at this point I don't feel like doing anything.. not even play with my baby or eat or go back to work etc.. I have lost the will to eat or to even get up and do something... I fell am letting my partner down by not being stronger and happy but I really don't know what to do..please help