I had a huge panic attack at the GP surgery this morning. Crying and shaking. I didn’t want to breast feed in front of the entire waiting room and was absolutely terrified. Also, felt like everyone was looking at me. The appointment was because he’s been having off colour nappies, so I was already really anxious about that.
My head is pounding now, I just want to run away. I had my mum visiting but she’s going home today (they live 4 hours drive away) it’s been a massive help having someone here, now I’m on my own and I just hate it. Sorry for the long post. I just can’t stop crying. The GP wants to see me again next Thursday as she’s concerned about me and how I’m coping.