Hello I have a question I'm not sure what to do I think I have PND and I'm not sure what to do to make it better I'm a first time mum don't get me wrong I love my baby so much but I didn't have a good pregnancy I had to have an emergency c-section because she was breech and so I live with my partner and his mum untill we have saved enough for a house and my partner works nights so he sleeps in the day so I'm looking after the baby night and day and it feels so hard and a lot of pressure I have thoughts about running away or hurting my self but then I feel worse because I feel selfish because I love my baby so much and also it's like this massive dark feeling around me all the time like I snap at people and I don't mean to I'm always crying all the time but I dunno why Iam especially when my baby doesn't want to sleep and She moans because she doesn't know what to do with her self because she's 6 weeks old I got to keep her quiet because my partner is sleeping and as well I can't look at my body in the mirror since I had her last time I did I cried and just hide under my blanket I feel such a mess and I dunno what I can do to get better I feel like I need help to get better