Hi, I have just become a mum for the first time, I now have a wonderful little boy who is 2 weeks today. I have had health issues at birth with baby being too big and a massive loss of blood and have then battled having to formula feed my baby, while waiting for the milk to come in, leaving the hospital and coming at home. My husband is a wonderful dad and a great support to me, however due to his job he can't be at home all the time. And I am by myself with this tiny creature that relies only on me for his every need. And I am sooooo scared! And I feel so alone, my mum is unable to come for a visit until spring. I don't have many friends and no family close, and I feel I am at breaking point. I am normally a strong, confident person, but this is killing me. I know that as long as baby is healthy, eating and doing everything else, active and well toned, all is well, but can't help feeling so down, scared of everything and worried every second. Baby is now combination fed and again, another reason to worry, is he getting enough milk, why is he eating for so long - hours- and not settling, I am lost. Have any of you felt the same and what helped you through it? Help!